Existence is an amazing and unbelievably strange state and occurence. Words cannot even begin to describe the sheer magnitude of its nature in terms of, well, everything. Only for a few seconds do I become more aware of this conciousness that I am experiencing, and it always gives me intense sensations of awe... sometimes even horror.

Existence of course is a word that means many, many things. In fact it means everything, doesn't it? When I use the word I am specifically referring to this state of NOT being nothing. It is such a miracle for existence to exist, and even more of a miracle for me to be alive and in an age and locations where most humans can be free from extreme suffering and experience all sorts of positive things. It is unbelievable how lucky I am.

Well, I'm tired now. I'll write something clearer another time when I am more energized.